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.PROFILE

Jia Hui
20 years old
31 May 1987
Female

.LOVEs

[x] *my family*
[x] *watching dramas/movies*
[x] *eating junk food*
[x] *acessories*
[x] *cute cute stuffs*
[x] *shopping*
[x] *going to Esplanade*
[x] *enjoying sea breeze*
[x] *gazing stars*
[x] *chatting with friends*
[x] *& lots more... (for me to know, for you to find out)*

.Hates

[x] ^liars^
[x] ^backstabbers^
[x] ^unfaithful ppl^
[x] ^the feeling of being neglected^
[x] ^the feeling of being alone^

.SHOUT

.PAST

July 2006
October 2006
November 2006
March 2007
June 2007
July 2007
March 2008

.BOUNCEICLES

ShiNi.
JinHui.
TzeChi.
Lishan.
Xinzi.
Zhiwei.
KaiXin.
HRM Blog.

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Saturday, June 30, 2007

I am Back!!!

yes... i am back to blog... my blog has been stagnant for months. ever since i left for my hong kong trip in march, i have not been posting any entry. hahaha... and i doubt there is someone reading my blog la... so it doesn't matter much. :) of cos the main reason of not posting is that i am too lazy to do so lor... anyway, if you need to know any things abt my hong kong trip, you can go read shi ni's blog. there are pics and details of what happened in hk... hee...

another thing is that i am officially a poly graduate ever since 11 June 2007. yes... i have been to the graduation ceremony and of cos we took lotsa of photos. hee... but i wun be posting them up... :)

on top of that, i got a job in singapore press holdings as an admin assistant in the finance dept. actually nothing proud of the job, cos it is only a small post. but the good thing is... the company is stable and the colleagues there are nice. and most importantly, it is 5 days work week job which i wanted. been working there for almost 2 months, still under probation. but for now, i am contented with the job. just that, i am wondering if i shd further my studies. since my results aren't that good... can't directly enter the uni... so i decided to take up part time courses... but then i dunno what course to enrol in? i dun really have an interest. does that mean that i will stay long in sph... haha... anyway, i still dunno what's the best for me. anyone can advise me what to do?

o ya... i am 20 le... a month ago... and this year, guess what my mum wish me? she said, hope i can find a bf soon. hahaha... she has been discouraging me abt relationships when i am still in poly and now she encourages me... but no one wants me la... haizz... actually, i suddenly feel that relationship is very troublesome. easy to start but difficult to maintain. and somemore, you need to care for your partner and find time to spend with him. if worst, in the end, he might not even appreciate. anyway, there are too couples around me that break and patch... so scary. i got no confident to maintain a relationship. anyway, just let nature takes its course ba... o ya... did i say before i like a guy in poly? i dunno he is stupid or what la... dunno got sense out i like him anot. but then i am sure he dun like me... why i think so leh? cos is quite obvious, but it is hard to explain. i think i have been doing things very obvious le... but then he like no reaction one la... somemore i sms him... he either dun reply or take ages to reply. i think we got abt a year nv meet up le... so i finally sms him and finally ask him out this week... saying i wanna return his comics (with me for abt a year plus le) and pass him bday presents la... guess what? he bring along his friend but nv tell me. i am not angry that he brought along someone, it is just that i think you have to respect me... at least inform me 1st mahz. nothing wrong with me rite? perhaps i am over-reacting ba... we finally can meet up leh. and in the end, this is what happen. yes, we did have dinner together... chat awhile then walk walk awhile then go home liao... k, maybe i really shdn't ask too much from him. nvm... then 2 days later, i msg him and ask if he open the presents i gave him. then what... he nv reply. nvm... i ask again much later.. "you very busy izzit? no time to reply my msg ar". yes, he nv reply at all... from that point, i am really disappointed. but what can i do... perhaps it is like what shi ni say... nvm la... me and him might not meet up again. i think so too... cos he is so busy that i have all along been the one, trying to 配合his time. so from now onwards, i officially announced... i have had enough le... i will stop being such a fool... doing so much things yet he dunno at all... sad that he dun care abt me and dun like me... pointless and meaningless... i will stop all these nonsense... yeah... i will carry on and live better even without him. he is just part and puzzle of my life... i am back to be a happy-go-lucky gal. :)

anyway, i have been happy going out with my k-gals. looking forward for more meet-ups :)

Smile:]

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